Update on my life

- Bismillah ! 2nd post of the dayy hehe 

- How's life, Bie ? 

- Well, here I am, masih hidup, masih sihat (alhamdulillah), masih belum menang sejuta (tibah)

- Seperti yang telah diberitahu on the London post, I will start working at KFC again haha 

- Alhamdulillah, masih ada kerja, walaupun biasa biasa je. 

- Lately ni, banyak kali juga minta kat Tuhan supaya ambil nyawa ini kalau mati itu lebih baik buatku, tapi jadikanlah aku orang yang berguna jika hidup itu lebih baik 

- Cuz, you know, I feel useless lah hidup, like I don't contribute much to my family what more to the society

- At this moment, I feel okay. 
 

- Okay, as in, whatever happens, happens,  and that's life 

- For now, kerja KFC for at least a year, and kalau boleh reach sampai 5 tahun lagi bagus hahaha 

- Other than that, nothing much. 

- Just the same old I wanna be skinny and stuff 

- Haha tau tak my new target weight is 45 kilos ? Sebab cupcake aisyah is 45 kilos and dia sama tinggi dengan aku and she looks da bomb ! Tak nampak skinny sangat pun

- So yeah, 45 kilos, means 35 kilos to lose oyeah 

- Talking about weight, do you know I gained 15 kilos in just a few months !!

- September 2022, I was 64-65kilos, and now, I'm 80 babies !! 

- I'm so tired of talking about this shit for the past 29 years of my life but I cant give up man 

- Recently ada jugak idea nak tulis pasal a girl yang takde money issue in her life

- Tapi saya sungguh malas, idea itu tinggal idea sahaja lah buat masa ini ya 

- I'm so thankful I'm still consistently baca selawat 40 tu. It's been 7 months already and I hope I will continue reading until the rest of my life 

- Lately ni banyak jugak tengok videos cupcake aisyah

- Honestly, her vlogs are simple je tau, just her having fun with her family and friends

- Tapi tengok dia enjoy her life makes me wanna do that too tau 

- I mean, so what if I love eat and sleep je ? 

- So what if being productive is not part of my life ? 

- Idk lah. I think I need to do just small things in life to make a difference like kutip sampah kat kawasan kejiranan ni ke apa kan 

- Apa lagi nak bebel hmm 

- Oh yah. Tahun ni banyak kenduri kahwin ya kawan-kawan. 

- Bulan 5, 6, 8, 9, and bulan 12 

- Woohooo I'm soo excited for kenduri food ! 

- Do you know what this meanss ? It meansss wajibbbb kurussssss hahahahahaha 

- Ramadhan is just around the corner, and I wish I was still a part of AA Plus so that I can join their zoom sessions haih

- Ramadhan resolution is to khatam quran. That's all. 

Until then, 

Bie