No mood

 - Bismillah. It's been a month plus since I was fired and unemployed. 

- How's life ? Pretty suck I must say. 

- I spent loads of my time sleeping, I've stopped journalling..maybe for a while..or forever..i dont know..

- My perut has getting buncit again 

- Thank God I still love food 

- Food makes me happy every single time I eat 

- I eat dessert almost everyday, which is worrying, but I dont know, I cant help myself 

- I have no interest in books anymore..

- Selawat 40 makes me sane for a while..

- Everybody else is progressing and here I am..still at the same position I was 10 years ago..feeling helpless and dependent on my parents 

- Today I told my friend I wanna start writing and hafazan again but I dont know man. 

- Dah lah. Bad mood terox ni. Better go now. 

Bye

Bie