Pengalaman kerja di Genius Aulad

Bismillah ! Assalamualaikum. 

- Alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat ilahi kerana masih berpeluang untuk update blog ni :) 

- It's 2.57 am now as I write and I'm officially no longer a kindergarten teacher, again :') 

- Working for one month at Genius Aulad has taught me a lot, and makes me love being a teacher even more. 

- I'm going to miss the kids so much, especially Ayden Zayden, the pelat 4-year old who is so sweet and always makes me happy 

- There should be a movie about kindergarten kids.. ke dah ada ? 

- I am thankful to my boss who made time to list down all the things I need to change...let me copy paste what he wrote..

1. You need to be in the team.Togetherness. Sebulan awak dengan teachers with us, I don't see that. You takde team work at all. 

2. No crying in front of students. You are giving a negative/bad impression. 

3. Suara bising dalam kepala ? What do you mean by that...are you hallucinations ? Sampai tutup telinga. Explain this to me. 

4. No sleeping masa kerja. 

5. Jangan slow motion. Taking your own time untuk buat sesuatu kerja tapi less impact juga hasilnya. 

6. Terlalu berkira pasal masa. Kerja tadika ni, tak boleh berkira dengan masa. You follow us, it's not us to follow your father's time. 

7. Tak mesra dengan students/teachers. 

8. Suit yourself as a teacher who deal with kids. Kids yang umur 3-6 tahun. Bukan treat them, seperti deal dengan orang dewasa/machines. 

9. Please be a fast learner, jangan terlalu lambat nak faham sesuatu instructions. 

10. Self-confidence mesti dipertingkat. At this level, we have no enough time to teach you this. In fact, almost sebulan saya suruh awak berubah dan belajar. 

11. Listen, obey and execute my order. If you don't understand, you ask. Jangan faham benda yang salah. Lebih menyusahkan semua orang nanti. 

Semua yang mentioned ni, saya nak awak berubah. If you can't change to the positive side, then I'm very sorry. 

In my opinion, I agree to almost all what he said about me, except number 6. 

Don't he realise I ALWAYS COME EARLY to work ? Usually I come awal setengah jam tau although I go back on time. Rase nyesal pulak datang awal, bukannya perasan pun, ke buat buat tak perasan ? hahaha. Takpelah, sedekah masa haih. 

Termenung kejap aku tau bila baca all of my kelemahan listed down ni. Nobody has ever pinpoint my weaknesses like this before, and weirdly, I'm thankful for my boss for doing that. 

Aku selalu fikir aku dah tua, and at this age, I'm supposed to have my life together. Cliche, I know, but betul kan ? People my age mostly dah ada stable job (although they hate their job), get married, and some even have kids already tau..and here I am..still struggling with self confidence..how suck is that..

Although on the bright side, I could say I have a colourful life because there's so many ups and downs (mostly downs lol), I can't help but feeling helpless and rasa sangat tak berguna..especially economically..sigh..

You know what I can do now ? Stop beating myself up, move on, and keep hustling and be the best like Khairul Aming, Khairul Hakimin, and Khairul Anam.. hehe..these 3 people are my idols for now..

Ok lah. Itu saja saya nak mengepek pada hari ini..Sehingga kita bertemu lagi pada masa akan datang..

Until then, 

Love, 

Bie