Hari Arafah 2021

 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ! Mama asked me what do I want to ask from Allah today since it is the day of Arafah where it is mustajab to make dua'. But I only answered "Tak tau", not because I don't know what to ask, but there's sooo many that I don't know which ones to start first haha. But let me just start bismillah ! 

- Firstly, thank you ya Allah for opening abah's heart to fast on this day. Please grant him the highest Jannah without hisab. 

- Also, am thankful that me and mama get to cook chicken masala for the first time. Hope it tastes as good as it smells and please bless our food ! 

- I am really not good in making dua' as good as Aida Azlin (Ya Allah please bless her !) but I will tryyy as much as I can. 

- Ya Allah, this year I want to get 65kg ya Allah. Please make it easy for me to get 65kg and get a healthier and fitter body and always eat healthy food and always in good health so that I can beribadah to you more. 

- Ya Allah, it's been months since I last tathbit surah al-Kahfi. Please make it easy for me to tathtbit surah al-Ahzab, surah al-Kahfi, surah Hujurat and surah Ar-Rahman. 

- Ya Allah, I've been living with eczema my whole life. Please cure this sickness and make me always patience every time eczema attacks. 

- Ya Allah, I'm enjoying my new job as a kindergarten teacher alhamdulillah. But please make me a better teacher everyday ya Allah. Please let my students get abundance benefit from what me and teacher Faeza teach them. May they graduate from the tadika able to read, mengaji and ready to start school. 

- Ya Allah, I know money is not everything but most things require money ya Allah. Even when I die, I need at least RM1k for my pengurusan jenazah ya Allah. Please make me rich in this world and in the akhirah ya Allah. I think business can make me rich but if you have a better plan for me, please make it easy for me to get millionaires ya Allah. Or even better, please let me win the RM1 million Al-Awfar ya Allah. 

- Ya Allah, Ya Rahman Ya Rahim, I don't know if marriage is the best for me, but if it is, please make me tie the knot with A6. Please make him the best for me ya Allah. 

- Ya Allah, I want to go to Kelantan not to just visit A6, but also to go on holiday. Please make it easy for me and family to go holiday to Kelantan. 

- Ya Allah, Faris is starting work on his birthday soon. If I can't contribute much in money, (but I hope I can ), please make it easy for Faris to earn lots of money and help our family financially ya Allah. If not me, I hope Faris can take care of mama and abah when he's married to the love of his life inshaAllah. 

- Ya Allah, please grant both my parents health, wealth and happiness both in this dunya and in the hereafter. I love them so much I wanna live with them forever in Jannatul Firdaus. 

- Ya Allah, I miss my crazy sister in Pakistan. Please heal our world and make it easy for her, Yasir and Ajura to come to Malaysia and settle in Malaysia and become silent billionaire yang bertakwa aamiin. 

- Ya Allah, I miss my abang and his family too. Pika, my babies Jiah and Teha and my future new baby. Please grant them peace, good health, wealth, and happiness in this world and in akhirah. It's been so long since I last met them and hope we can see together again and perform Umrah and travel the world together. 

- Ya Allah, for my nenek. Please reunite her with her most beloved husband in Jannatul Firdaus and please grant her health and wealth until the day she dies in peace. Nenek is currently 88 and still healthy mashaAllah. Please bless her ! 

- Ya Allah, thank you for choosing maksu to help us financially during our trying times. We will be forever indebted to her for the help she did for us. Only You can reward her and her family ya Allah. Please reward them in abundance and let us reunite (all GL family) in Jannatul Firdaus 

- Ya Allah, I am not close with Family Tanjung Tualang and Family Tok Tasir but deep in my heart, I hope we can be neighbours in Jannatul Firdaus and wherever they are in this world, please grant them  good health, wealth and happiness in this world and in the akhirah. 

- Ya Allah, if possible, I wanna do Hajj with my future husband together with akak and Yasir, Faris and his wife, and adik and Pika. All 8 of us  ya Allah. I hope I'm so rich at that time that I can fully sponsor them to Hajj and maybe we can go travel the world afterwards. (Masa travel tu mama dengan abah ikut sekali)

- Ya Allah, I know this is dunya, but I've been wearing the same clothes, tudung and telekung for the past many years. Please let me wear new ones ya Allah. 

- Ya Allah, today is Arlina Banana's birthday. (This is so random !), She has gone through so many in her life. Please grant her eternal happiness in this world and in the akhirah together with her family, friends and loved ones. How I wish I can food travel with her one day. 

- Ya Allah, for my AA plus sisters including my Zikir and Gratitude Gang, please let us be neighbours in Jannah together with our loved ones. I'm so grateful to have them in my life. Alhamdulillah. 

- Ya Allah, for my best friends, the Supermodels, Mina, Syazana, I miss hanging out with them. I hope we can do tarawih together one day and go to majlis ilmu together simply because we want to stive for Jannatul Firdaus together ya Allah. 

- Ya Allah, suddenly my mind wanders around my friends in Kolej Mara Seremban. I hope they're doing well with their life and I hope they can forgive me if I ever wrong them. I miss them ya Allah. I don't want to see them in this dunia but I really want to be reunited with them in Jannatul Firdaus. Please take care of them for me ! 

- Ya Allah, please grant us husnul khatimah, please make us people of Laailaahaillallah, people of Jannatul Firdaus. 

- Ya Allah, I want to take a break for dhuha. Will continue after this inshaAllah. 

- Ya Allah, please make us silent billionaire yang bertakwa di dunia dan di akhirat. 

To be continued on my own...

Love, 

Bie