Fabulous February '21

Screenshot from Aida Azlin's Youtube video entitled "Choosing Yourself When No One Else Will"

Bismillah ! Assalamualaikum guys and girls ! It's already 1st of March alhamdulillah and I'm feeling aesthetically pleased (whatever that means hahaha I just wanna say I'm happy lol). February has brought so many beautiful memories and I wish I could keep them all <3 Thank God for my journal kesayangan, I am able to record some of the pretty memories I had with myself and my loved ones. Sit back and read on ! <3

- New routine : To read Surah Al-Ikhlas as much as I can in a day. Ustaz oyak kalu duk sajoh pun bacalah Surah Al-Ikhlas ni. Baca 3 kali bersamaan baca the whole quran, baca 10 kali dapat sebuah rumah kat syurga (ke istana ? tak ingat dah). Awesome kan ? Please correct me if I'm wrong. 

- To memorize : Nama-nama surah dalam Al-Quran (ada 114) mengikut tertib. 

- Signed up my first every free writing course @udemy. Cuz it's time for me to level up my writing skills by joining writing classes (though free). The writing course is Secret Sauce of Great Writing by Shani Raja. (Nama course pun yummy kan !)

- https://celiktafsir.net (tak tau mana i jumpa website ni tapi nampak menarikkkk)

- Made homemade karot susu. (Sedaaappp walaupun tak letak gula. No need buy from mamak lagi. 6 hengget!)

- Created an IG account especially for A6 and my eyes only hehehe. 

- Took 16Personalities testt anddd I wanna buy the 200 pages e-book so bad ! 

- Catsitting Maksu's babies especially Nero (for 2 weeks straight!)

- Songs of the month :-

1) Mungkin Hari ini, Esok, atau Nanti 

2) Selamat Ulang Tahun 

- Zoom Sessions with Julie. (Talking about writing and importance of having my own income. We even planned to have a language-learning Zoom session soon inshaAllah ! She learns Bahasa from me and I learn Tagalog from her. Can't wait!<3)

- Question of the month : What's my life purpose ? 

(I think I wanna focus on helping those who don't know their career path. "What Do I Wanna Be?" is the question I haven't find the answer even after 27 years of living. Maybe that's why I'm here now, unemployed and wandering around about what I can do for a living lol. BUT! I'm currently trying my best to become a PAID WRITER while finding part time jobs like maybe, an English tutor ? Back to that purpose, I wanna help people to utilise their full potential and become the best version of themselves in whatever they do, inshaAllah.I think that's my call omg.)

- Drama of the year (maybe) : Money Heist. (I love the storyline and planning to watch this series only one episode per week. Let's see where this drama would lead me to.)

- My upcoming book project : Bie, What Do You Wanna Be? 

This book will tell my struggles to find the right career for myself from the moment I have to decide for my course after SPM until now. What do you think Bie will become at the end of the day ? Will she has a career or she stays at home for the rest of her life ? Let's see. 

- Abah's words of wisdom of the month : Don't take life too seriously. 

- Karaoke my heart out for 1 hour hahaha and then another day I danced for 45 minutes. Loving Taki Taki song ! "Uuuuu Mak Yang !"

- English Tutor soon inshaAllah. Dinela as my idol hehe. 

- Current tafsir read : Tafsir al-Azhar by Hamka. How I wish I have a ustaz/ustazah for explanation ! 

- Started investing in Wahed. I used all my savings to invest in this. Huhu. Such a risk taker eh ? 

- Ebook emas :-

1) https://ebook.emas2u.com

2) pembeliemasmalaysia.com 

- Watched Ceramah Ustaz Wadi Annuar titled Miskin Akhirat. It was a 70-minute video but my heart was full alhamdulillah. Some of my takes were:-

* Nak masuk syurga kene ajak family jugak. Jangan beramal sorang je. Cuba bayangkan 19 je daripada 20 orang ahli keluarga masuk syurga. Happy ke ? 

* Zikir ada 3. (Melalui hati, mulut dan mulut+hati). Paling baik mulut+hati. Hati means dalam toilet pun boleh zikir tau ! 

* Malam-malam pasang bacaan Quran dalam rumah. Zikir kalu pasang 24 jam pun takpe. Cuz kalu orang cakap-cakap ketika bacaan Quran dipasang, orang tu berdosa. 

- My new tele channel, "Buku Resepi Bie" where most recipes I cilok from Chef Danial Hadi's tele channel. 

- Allahumma Aafini fii Badani, Allahumma Aafini fii Sami', Allahumma Aafini fi Basori. 

- Started letak ubat gigi kat bibir sebelum sleep. Nak merahkan bibir katanya. 

- Caramel cookie by yours truly ?

- aestheticsofjoy.com

- To Google : Kerja kosong as voice-over artist. I rasa i ada talent laa hahaha tiber. 

- Food to eat regularly : kaki ayam (for collagen), and brain food like eggs, spinach, salmon and blueberries. 

- Finally made my own vision board ! My life is almost complete alhamdulillah. 

- Tajwid class with USWAH at Facebook everyday from 9pm-10pm but I'm a lazy student hehehe. 

- To write always at : futureme.org 

- Faris belanja baanyaaaaakk food for us alhamdulilllah ya Allah please reward my baby bro in abundance ! Highlight was homemade fish and chips cooked by Chef Faris <3 So much love <3

 

- Anddddd the best thing that happened to me this month wasss I joined AA plus weh!!! Not for a month, two months, but full ONE YEAR SUBSCRIPTION ya Allah I'm feeling on top of the world aaaaa. Finally after 2 years following AA, I can finally become a part of the AA community alhamdulillah. I hope to gained as much sacred knowledge as I can while building beautiful new relationships with the AA girls and love each other for the sake of Allah aww. 

p/s : I love you A6 

Love,

Bie