October 2020 - Sayonara !

 - Happy national boyfriend day hahaha :P

- 79.2kg --> 75.0kg

This month is the first time I doa to Allah every time after solat to get 77kg. (Yes I only aimed for 77 but he gave me better alhamdulillah ). Sebelum ni tak pernah pun tadah tangan berdoa kat Allah nak dapat berat sekian sekian. I doa but not sungguh sungguh like this month. Now I understand the power of doa. 

- Azam baru : No gosip 

Alhamdulillah I think I gosip less this month, except gossip with mama about abah hahaha. 

- Dr.Ee shared his health tips and one of it is he never takes sugar for 20 years. Minum teh tarik pun teh tarik kosong ! Such an inspiration ! But he said, he does take sugar once in a while such as when birthday parties or occasions. Another amazing tip is he eats porridge for lunch. (Such a simple man kan !). In his porridge, there are pieces of chicken, garlic, ginger, probably some carrots too. He also encouraged to drink lots of warm water.

- 10.10.2020 - The day Atan died after battling with jaundice for 6 weeks. Gonna miss you my baby. See you in jannah inshaAllah. 

- Mini birthday celebration (Mama and abah's) at adik's house. Pika cooked ayam masak lomak, egg foo yong (sebab ada udang nyums!), sambal ikan bilis with terung. Cake was Hokkaido Triple Cheesecake from Secret Recipe alhamdulillah. Had a great time with my babies ! Oh and I finally get to watch the final 15 minutes of the movie Parasite hahaha. 

- Started drinking natural detox drink made by mama. (Serai, uncang green tea, and limau nipis)

- Faris lanje N9 chicken chop, cheesy fries and Uncle Jack's fried chicken. One of the best memories aww.

- Started eating less chicken (and if mampu tak makan langsung) cuz can't take it anymore. Hari hari gatal + garu and I'm so stressed. So, I makan tempe, cendawan, and sayur instead. Harap harap boleh istiqamah aminn !

- Akak's book sales reach RM300 alhamdulillah. 

- Mama cooked Nasi Goreng Permaisuri Agong. No bawang, ganti minyak dengan butter, and got sausages (next time ganti dengan chickens je) 

- Maksu belanja sate alhamdulillah. 

- Started reading manzil after suggested by akak. May Allah reward akak for as long as I read the manzil amin! 

- Quote of the month : "Don't judge, just make dua'" by Mizz Nina 

- Followed Gratitude Girls Group on ig and loving the gratitude letters written by Julie. 

- Did water fasting for the first time and it wasn't bad at all ! In fact, I loved it ! InshaAllah gonna repeat again. 

- Started writing letters (to be read after my death inshaAllah). Cuz I wanna spread positivity and get rid of all the piles of kertas kosong haha. 

- Alhamdulillah for Bantuan Prihatin, now I have emergency funds for my budak bulu. 

- Alhamdulillah for winning Peraduan Minyak Masak Alif. Tak sangka !!

- Binge-watched Ustaz Ebit Lew's videos and inspired to be like him one day aminn !

- Food : McD Spicy Chicken McDeluxe, Uncle fairoz belanja Kenny Hill's strudel & chocolate croissants, Levain cookies, kek oren kukus for abah, Faris lanje Banana salai sedap gile, Pak Raub's kari kambing + labu masak lomak (perfect combination!), rendang cendawan enek, mama's nasi lemak moist, begedil kak yati, ikan talapia,kangkung goreng

- Drawing : Shizuka, 

- Read : Tawanan cinta (wattpad), current read Muslimah in love (wattpad), Aku terima nikahnya, The Fast Diet, 40 Rules of Love (buku ni baca since July haha), e-book Secrets of Divine Love, Bahagia Bukan Gembira

- Belajar kanji ame dengan hana je huhu

- Istikharah video by Sheikh Yasir Qadhi (istikharah +istisharah)

- Akhirnya menerima hakikat bahawa saya tak boleh jadi fulltime house wife je. Kena cari duit jugak. Jom jual nasi lemak ? hehe. 

- Want to be a polyglot but inshaAllah focusing on Arabic dulu, the world's oldest language. 

- Movie Imam Bediuzzaman : Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

- Started minimalism project : kurang buku and stuff inshaAllah 

- Dr. Jue's nasi resistant tip,

- Misi akak : Learn Risalah an-Nur for one year

- Finally cancelled Astro after 12 years and now can use the Astro money for budak bulu instead alhamdulillah. 

- Started urut mama after isyak for 10 minutes almost everyday inshaAllah 

- Gardening : Tanam serai + nanas + daun bawang 

Love, 

Bie