Just say alhamdulillah

Hyeeee  ! I'm back againnn hehe. 

You know, when I wake up this morning, I was late for Subuh. I don't like being late. Growing up, abah always taught us to be punctual (or better, be earlier!) in everything that we do, including solat. I like people who are on time cuz it means they value time more than anything. Time spent waiting for someone who is late is so wasted especially when you don't do anything while waiting. (I suggest reading ! It's a great time-waster). 

Ahh anyways, I'm not here to talk about being punctual or anything. Just that, today I'm happy (alhamdulillah) and I have much positive vibes in me (alhamdulillah) and it's something I struggle to do everyday tau. I'm glad today is one of those happy days alhamdulillah :) 

Today was a bit different cuz I usually don't sweat out when I do my morning brisk walk or even jogging naik turun bukit. Tapi harinii I miss sweating so I decided to just you know, run. But still, the sweat was not much cuz I only did 20 minutes. Buttt, I'm looking forward to moreee sweats tomorrow inshaallah. Please pray for my good mood hehe. You know, I don't like jogging that much. I prefer swimming. But yeah, covid kan, so I should be thankful lah my house has an area to jog around alhamdulillah. So yeah, my new routine : Jog till sweat everyday inshaallah. 

This morning my mind was quite a mess. My mind kept thinking how loser I am for not being anything. Cuz you know, I don't work and I'm a nobody. I can't even call myself a writer cuz I don't make a living out of it !! Sedih when money comes first over anything. When you do something for money, then only you can call yourself that. Contohnya, you can draw thousands of amazing pictures but people STILL won't call you an artist UNLESS you earn money from it. Betul tak betul ? 

Like me, I have written almost 200 posts in this blog, but can I call myself a blogger ? No. Sebab apa ? I have no followers/readers and I don't make money out of it. Sedih. Sad. And it's been bugging my mind for the longgggest time. But who cares ! I still write anyway ! Walaupun selalunya macam apaaa je la aku bebel kat sini. Because I love what I do. I love writing and that's all that matters. Yeah sure, money matters too, but alhamdulillah money problem is under control. 

Let's just take a moment to be grateful for the little things we have everyday and appreciate the little moments we have with our loved ones. Alhamdulillah :) 

My everyday goal : To be the people of alhamdulillah  :) 

Take care everyone, and have a bloody nice day hehe.

Love, 

Bie