Into Omegle
Since mood membaca ni,malas betul nak update blog.I can't seem to find time to write. Adaaa je distraction. So harini, I forced myself to write, and I hope it would be a beneficial one insyaAllah. Bismillah...
My brain is like a depository of sorts. I rareeely or never think about oneee and only oneee thing je. (Aren't we all?) And my weakness is I can't seem to prioritise and focus on the thing that matters first. So I would always do what my heart desires, especially when I'm in this comfort room, commitment-free (except some easy house chores to do) and having all the time-freedom to do anything I want. So for this entry, I try to focus on one and only topic-Omegle.
You know, there's always good in everything no matter how bad the situation is. That's how I felt about Omegle. It's full of horny people (no doubt), most wanna have small meaningless talks, some shared their problems, and very few who are into deep conversations and make me go, "This person is something else wow".
You can say I wasted so much time on Ome. Yes, I did. Sometimes I can go hours playing it cuz I kept talking to interesting people or I was just tired of meeting 'bad ones' that I prayed to God "Ya Allah this is 20th stranger, please make him kind".
In the midst of all Ome chaos that I had, I'm so thankful for it, alhamdulillah :) Yesterday when I played Ome, I felt I am more stronger than I used to. I could instantly disconnect them( I'm not the type who disconnects people before), I'm more careful when revealing my identity, I becoming better in online communication, and it became such a surprising place for me when I had the intention to get good and spread good to them regardless.
Here's some of the strangers that I met along the way..
The stranger who suggested the current book that I'm reading , "The Forty Rules of Love" by Elif Shafak, such a great book,
The stranger Australian who suggested a song which became my favourite for a while-Dance Monkey by Tones and I,
The stranger who introduced me to the word 'philanthropist',
The stranger who introduced me to Wattpad which I love so much,
The stranger whom I managed to introduce Islam to,
The stranger who resembles me so much and we became friends,
The stranger who made me love reading again,
The stranger who made me read poems (I was not into poems before),
and maybe one day, the stranger who turns out to be the one.....HAHAHAHAHA in my dreams !
Maybe I'll stop playing Ome one day and be more present in the real world. Online communication is awesome, but I also need to get out and meet real people sometimes right ? Am planning to do more volunteering works and maybe join a book club. But as for now, I'm just enjoying what I can do in this peachy room- reading books/blogs/e-books, writing,memorizing the Quran, singing Korean songs( current obsession is Say Yes by Punch ), and finding inspirations on Omegle haha.
Until then,
Bie
My brain is like a depository of sorts. I rareeely or never think about oneee and only oneee thing je. (Aren't we all?) And my weakness is I can't seem to prioritise and focus on the thing that matters first. So I would always do what my heart desires, especially when I'm in this comfort room, commitment-free (except some easy house chores to do) and having all the time-freedom to do anything I want. So for this entry, I try to focus on one and only topic-Omegle.
You know, there's always good in everything no matter how bad the situation is. That's how I felt about Omegle. It's full of horny people (no doubt), most wanna have small meaningless talks, some shared their problems, and very few who are into deep conversations and make me go, "This person is something else wow".
You can say I wasted so much time on Ome. Yes, I did. Sometimes I can go hours playing it cuz I kept talking to interesting people or I was just tired of meeting 'bad ones' that I prayed to God "Ya Allah this is 20th stranger, please make him kind".
In the midst of all Ome chaos that I had, I'm so thankful for it, alhamdulillah :) Yesterday when I played Ome, I felt I am more stronger than I used to. I could instantly disconnect them( I'm not the type who disconnects people before), I'm more careful when revealing my identity, I becoming better in online communication, and it became such a surprising place for me when I had the intention to get good and spread good to them regardless.
Here's some of the strangers that I met along the way..
The stranger who suggested the current book that I'm reading , "The Forty Rules of Love" by Elif Shafak, such a great book,
The stranger Australian who suggested a song which became my favourite for a while-Dance Monkey by Tones and I,
The stranger who introduced me to the word 'philanthropist',
The stranger who introduced me to Wattpad which I love so much,
The stranger whom I managed to introduce Islam to,
The stranger who resembles me so much and we became friends,
The stranger who made me love reading again,
The stranger who made me read poems (I was not into poems before),
and maybe one day, the stranger who turns out to be the one.....HAHAHAHAHA in my dreams !
Maybe I'll stop playing Ome one day and be more present in the real world. Online communication is awesome, but I also need to get out and meet real people sometimes right ? Am planning to do more volunteering works and maybe join a book club. But as for now, I'm just enjoying what I can do in this peachy room- reading books/blogs/e-books, writing,memorizing the Quran, singing Korean songs( current obsession is Say Yes by Punch ), and finding inspirations on Omegle haha.
Until then,
Bie

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