To Give and Forgive
One of the signs I'm in the stressed mode is I sleep,a lot. As I type this, I just woke up from a 5-hour sleep (which I wake up in the middle just for lunch). Sometimes it happens to me. You know, where I would just waste my time sleeping. Padehal since tak kerja ni, all I need to do is to edit kakak's book and practise hafazan. But there's so much in between like Youtube videos and social media. I don't even have 'reading' as my to-do list tau.
It's 3pm and I have 5 chapters to edit and hafazan class is tomorrow but I haven't even memorise the first 5 ayat aiyo. I can't help but feeling like I'm struggling with everything.
Of managing time.
Of overweight issue.
Of what I wanna do with my life. (Well today I wanted to become a painter).
Of finding my inner peace.
Of perfecting my solah.
Of my bad habits.
And so on so forth.
Amidst all this, I'm so so glad I have this blog as my channel to flow my emotions and thoughts and rambles and messed up mind. And also, I'm happy I have found my 'tagline' or motto or whatever you call it. Live to give. So whenever I feel helpless or like out of my mind, I can ask my self "So what can I give today?". Ok honestly I don't do that I'll always just lay on my bed and sleep lol, but yeah.
There's these phrases or kata-kata motivasi I come up with just the other day. Kan my tagline is live to give right. So to elaborate it more, it's like this..
When you wake up in the morning, give thanks to Allah for everything. Before you sleep at night, forgive everyone and yourself.
So in summary, start your day by giving and end the day by forgiving.
I remember the other night for the first time in my life, I said to myself "I forgive myself. I forgive myself for not doing this and that..." Sebab usually people tell me to forgive everyone before I sleep. Little did I know I need to forgive myself too. That was quite a calming thing to do.
I guess I'll just end this here. Until then, nobody.
Love,
Bie
It's 3pm and I have 5 chapters to edit and hafazan class is tomorrow but I haven't even memorise the first 5 ayat aiyo. I can't help but feeling like I'm struggling with everything.
Of managing time.
Of overweight issue.
Of what I wanna do with my life. (Well today I wanted to become a painter).
Of finding my inner peace.
Of perfecting my solah.
Of my bad habits.
And so on so forth.
Amidst all this, I'm so so glad I have this blog as my channel to flow my emotions and thoughts and rambles and messed up mind. And also, I'm happy I have found my 'tagline' or motto or whatever you call it. Live to give. So whenever I feel helpless or like out of my mind, I can ask my self "So what can I give today?". Ok honestly I don't do that I'll always just lay on my bed and sleep lol, but yeah.
There's these phrases or kata-kata motivasi I come up with just the other day. Kan my tagline is live to give right. So to elaborate it more, it's like this..
When you wake up in the morning, give thanks to Allah for everything. Before you sleep at night, forgive everyone and yourself.
So in summary, start your day by giving and end the day by forgiving.
I remember the other night for the first time in my life, I said to myself "I forgive myself. I forgive myself for not doing this and that..." Sebab usually people tell me to forgive everyone before I sleep. Little did I know I need to forgive myself too. That was quite a calming thing to do.
I guess I'll just end this here. Until then, nobody.
Love,
Bie
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