My life = 3 things
Mama told me to focus on 3 things only because she said if I can achieve these 3, insyaAllah I'll have an everlasting happiness. And here they are :-
1. Get my ideal weight.
My ideal weight is 60kg but I reaaaallly wanna get 50kg instead. Been overweight for many years now (current weight 84.8kg) and yes, I'm tired, tired of waking up every day, looking at myself in the mirror and wishing to be skinnier. It's just, so hard for me to tahan makan you know. Everyday makanan sedap alhamdulillah,but, entahlah, haih. I just wanna stop thinking about dieting (read:eating less and starving myself) and eat MINDFULLY instead. Hm. Easier said than done.
2. Get a stable job.
So this job is still unknown. I don't what kind of 8-hour work I'll be willing to do every day. Cuz I have so many in my mind I wanna try. I wanna be a Youtuber, a writer, launch a podcast (recent interest), becoming a tutor, sell healthy food (cuz everyone wants to sell diabetes), and yeah, make loads of money. I hope I will win the Nestle's Peraduan Gaji Seumur Hidup cuz it's freaking awesome!!
3. Memorize the quran.
This is gonna take me forever. Even when I can call myself a 'hafizah' one day insyaAllah, maybe in a year, or 5 years or even 10 years, I still can't stop memorizing. I still need to read and read and read cuz there's so much to learn from the Quran and I'm very glad I'm on this journey alhamdulillah.
I think, if I really put my head and heart on these 3 things, it will take all my life kan ? Cuz, once I get my ideal weight, I need to maintain it which takes forever. Then the job I'm doing is to earn my life and it also needs forever. And memorizing the quran is endless. MashaAllah. My mama so pandai!
Love,
Bie
1. Get my ideal weight.
My ideal weight is 60kg but I reaaaallly wanna get 50kg instead. Been overweight for many years now (current weight 84.8kg) and yes, I'm tired, tired of waking up every day, looking at myself in the mirror and wishing to be skinnier. It's just, so hard for me to tahan makan you know. Everyday makanan sedap alhamdulillah,but, entahlah, haih. I just wanna stop thinking about dieting (read:eating less and starving myself) and eat MINDFULLY instead. Hm. Easier said than done.
2. Get a stable job.
So this job is still unknown. I don't what kind of 8-hour work I'll be willing to do every day. Cuz I have so many in my mind I wanna try. I wanna be a Youtuber, a writer, launch a podcast (recent interest), becoming a tutor, sell healthy food (cuz everyone wants to sell diabetes), and yeah, make loads of money. I hope I will win the Nestle's Peraduan Gaji Seumur Hidup cuz it's freaking awesome!!
3. Memorize the quran.
This is gonna take me forever. Even when I can call myself a 'hafizah' one day insyaAllah, maybe in a year, or 5 years or even 10 years, I still can't stop memorizing. I still need to read and read and read cuz there's so much to learn from the Quran and I'm very glad I'm on this journey alhamdulillah.
I think, if I really put my head and heart on these 3 things, it will take all my life kan ? Cuz, once I get my ideal weight, I need to maintain it which takes forever. Then the job I'm doing is to earn my life and it also needs forever. And memorizing the quran is endless. MashaAllah. My mama so pandai!
Love,
Bie
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