Hardest Goodbye So Far
This post is gonna be emotional to me. I might not 'sound' sad, but only God knows how I feel. I want to write about it on instagram or facebook, but then, I think i write better in this blog,the unknown blog.
I don't know how to start this, but let me just tell you straight. Yesterday was my last day at KFC. I knew I would resign one day, but not as soon as this. People asked me why. My answer was the same. "Ayah saya suruh berhenti". Which is partly true.
When I think about it, why and how can I stay working at KFC for 7 months (that's a long period for me) walaupun gaji sikit. Cuz I love the job, and I was surrounded by cool gila-gila friends, and also, eating free KFC everyday was fulfilling. I didn't mind when the management team marah2 us when we didn't do something right, I can handle it.
But I guess, one of the reasons I left, cuz I felt we didn't get much appreciation for the hard work we did. I think, it's okay to marah2 everyday, but I think it's also important to say words of appreciation. Like,'Harini sale kite meningkat RM1k, alhamdulillah, good job, well done team'.
Maybe I'm immature or unprofessional for leaving just cuz of this so called unnecessary stress. But then, I also have other small reasons not to stay.
I believe when something is taken for us, Allah will replace it with something better. Maybe not better in my eyes or other people's eyes, but Allah knows better kan.
I was kinda sad cuz I won't be able to celebrate Ramadhan and Eid with my KFC family,tapi takpelah, all is done.
"So lepas ni kau nak kerja mana pulak ?"
Well, honestly, I don't know yet. Ada terfikir nak jadi tutor lah, Youtuber lah, jual gambar kat shutterstock lah, you know. But I wish, I wish I can be my own boss. Also, I wanna write more.
KFC (26th June 2019-2nd February 2020).
Until then,
Bie
I don't know how to start this, but let me just tell you straight. Yesterday was my last day at KFC. I knew I would resign one day, but not as soon as this. People asked me why. My answer was the same. "Ayah saya suruh berhenti". Which is partly true.
When I think about it, why and how can I stay working at KFC for 7 months (that's a long period for me) walaupun gaji sikit. Cuz I love the job, and I was surrounded by cool gila-gila friends, and also, eating free KFC everyday was fulfilling. I didn't mind when the management team marah2 us when we didn't do something right, I can handle it.
But I guess, one of the reasons I left, cuz I felt we didn't get much appreciation for the hard work we did. I think, it's okay to marah2 everyday, but I think it's also important to say words of appreciation. Like,'Harini sale kite meningkat RM1k, alhamdulillah, good job, well done team'.
Maybe I'm immature or unprofessional for leaving just cuz of this so called unnecessary stress. But then, I also have other small reasons not to stay.
I believe when something is taken for us, Allah will replace it with something better. Maybe not better in my eyes or other people's eyes, but Allah knows better kan.
I was kinda sad cuz I won't be able to celebrate Ramadhan and Eid with my KFC family,tapi takpelah, all is done.
"So lepas ni kau nak kerja mana pulak ?"
Well, honestly, I don't know yet. Ada terfikir nak jadi tutor lah, Youtuber lah, jual gambar kat shutterstock lah, you know. But I wish, I wish I can be my own boss. Also, I wanna write more.
KFC (26th June 2019-2nd February 2020).
Until then,
Bie
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